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hi dana,
i had a long talk with teri in chicago last night and she would love for me to move up there, i could help her by paying rent and could babysit her two grandkids and make funds, i could do my ceramics (and eventually find a gallery) and set up a ceramic studio in a two car garage that she doesnt even use, she has a huge backyard, perfect for a greenhouse full of orchids and african violets, she says there is a huge gay community, i could make friends, im not into lovers ever right now, it should be no trouble finding a good doctor
i figured i would leave right away, or stay in florida for a year, or less, and fire the ceramics in a kiln, finish t hem, that i have already made for mom and carol, they are the precursors for future crosses (which i know i could sell to christians of all sorts, remember i showed them to you, you are the only person that has seen them in the green ware stage, thats what porcelain is called before its fired in a kiln)
i would have to get used to cold winters and snow, but i could do that, im inside most of the time anyhow, she owns her home, her car, has no debt, and i could pay rent which would help her out big time, and she has lots of friends which would be good for me, ive become a hermit
as crazy as it sounds, she mentions if we got married (her idea ) , or were even partners in chicago, there are all sorts of advantages, insurance, etc, we both have heart conditions so as things get older and worse, i could take care of her.
and best of all, james curtis griffin would not know where i am, and teri thinks he has forfeited our friendship and she says i don't owe him a dime, she says its probably lawanda who wants a lump sum from me, i would prefer to pay him off monthly what he has paid in doctor bills over the years, but teri thinks i shouldn't
pay him a dime considering the hell he is putting me thru and what he has done to our friendship, or how he has let lawanda ruin our friendship
what do you think, im gonna first fly up and visit in the summer and see what i think, that would mean i would live here, perhaps with james, or rent something really small and then move
love
i had a long talk with teri in chicago last night and she would love for me to move up there, i could help her by paying rent and could babysit her two grandkids and make funds, i could do my ceramics (and eventually find a gallery) and set up a ceramic studio in a two car garage that she doesnt even use, she has a huge backyard, perfect for a greenhouse full of orchids and african violets, she says there is a huge gay community, i could make friends, im not into lovers ever right now, it should be no trouble finding a good doctor
i figured i would leave right away, or stay in florida for a year, or less, and fire the ceramics in a kiln, finish t hem, that i have already made for mom and carol, they are the precursors for future crosses (which i know i could sell to christians of all sorts, remember i showed them to you, you are the only person that has seen them in the green ware stage, thats what porcelain is called before its fired in a kiln)
i would have to get used to cold winters and snow, but i could do that, im inside most of the time anyhow, she owns her home, her car, has no debt, and i could pay rent which would help her out big time, and she has lots of friends which would be good for me, ive become a hermit
as crazy as it sounds, she mentions if we got married (her idea ) , or were even partners in chicago, there are all sorts of advantages, insurance, etc, we both have heart conditions so as things get older and worse, i could take care of her.
and best of all, james curtis griffin would not know where i am, and teri thinks he has forfeited our friendship and she says i don't owe him a dime, she says its probably lawanda who wants a lump sum from me, i would prefer to pay him off monthly what he has paid in doctor bills over the years, but teri thinks i shouldn't
pay him a dime considering the hell he is putting me thru and what he has done to our friendship, or how he has let lawanda ruin our friendship
what do you think, im gonna first fly up and visit in the summer and see what i think, that would mean i would live here, perhaps with james, or rent something really small and then move
love
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
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carol, thanks for the funds, it let me buy , of all the things this old man now needs on a regular basis, poligrip denture adhesive, cleaner for the dentures, and prilosec (to stop the stomach acid the pills have created) and dramamine (to stop the vomiting my pills often bring on)....i want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, i hate to ask james curtis griffin for such things, as i have to do on a monthly basis, that shall soon end when my back pay starts and my ssa/ssi starts, it will be such a freedom to be independent and eventually move away from the madness a person named lawanda had created at our once peaceful household, i want you to know, and mom, that james curtis griffin used to be the best of my friends and would give me the world and help me out when i could not walk or even sit up to get to the bathroom, it has only been in the last six months since he met her, that he personality has totally changed to my bewilderment.
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carol, thanks for the funds, it let me buy , of all the things this old man now needs on a regular basis, poligrip denture adhesive, cleaner for the dentures, and prilosec (to stop the stomach acid the pills have created) and dramamine (to stop the vomiting my pills often bring on)....i want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, i hate to ask james curtis griffin for such things, as i have to do on a monthly basis, that shall soon end when my back pay starts and my ssa/ssi starts, it will be such a freedom to be independent and eventually move away from the madness a person named lawanda had created at our once peaceful household, i want you to know, and mom, that james curtis griffin used to be the best of my friends and would give me the world and help me out when i could not walk or even sit up to get to the bathroom, it has only been in the last six months since he met her, that he personality has totally changed to my bewilderment.
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tonight i asked james griffin for 50 cents to buy a cup of coffee, first he informed me i could no longer use the suv he bought, a new vehicle he pays $300 per month that he could not have afforded if it were not for me paying the 600$ rent for this entire year, monies that will be deducted from my ssa/ssi back pay, and my food stamps kick in on saturday, i get $155 every month and it barely lasts a month, he informs me just now he and lawanda and the kids are leaving early saturday morning (he says 5am, too early to take me to the store) , and he will not take me to publix to get groceries, and he will not be back till tuesday, he also tells me he will not drive me to dr jacksons this week, on thursday, to get my medical records that are due to renew my food stamps on september 4 for another six months,
so friends and family, assuming i won my case, and my lawyer recently tells me i did indeed win my case, i just have to wait on the letter in two or more months to make it official and to find out my monthly amount to live on and my back pay, and the amount they will deduct from my back pay, the lawyers fee, the workers compensation settlement i got in oct of 2002 is to be deducted, and the 36 months of rental vouchers from pinellas county i have borrowed.
so friends and family, as soon as that back pay check arrives, i will walk to wmu bank, deposit it, and find a place to live, and i will move out without james
knowing this, and today he just forfittied (sp?) the monies i was going to give him for paying for doc jackson and my pain medications, i now will give him a monthly amount of 80$, which will be sent to him on a month to month basis, rather then giving him a small lump sum and a monthly amount
he was remarkably cruel tonight, all i wanted was one cup of coffee so i could stay up and do my paperwork for foodstamps, as my pain medications make me tired and i can not sit up in a chair for longer then 20 minutes due to the bulged and herniated disc in my lumbar region,
what i will do now is do the paperwork over the internet and have doc jackson fax me the medical records and i will fax those four pages to the dept of children and families, and i will call my case manager with dcf to let her know the medical records will be faxed to them, which will delay my food stamps and i will have no food stamps for the month of october since i will not be able to met the deadline of 9/4....ive lived on peanut butter and jelly before, as i did in fort lauderdale, almost for years at a time.....no big deal at all!
lawanda, james new 'soul mate', who claims to be a christian, is the devil incarnate and is behind all this, james griffin has been the kindest soul i have ever known and i am just shocked and depressed that he has chosen to treat me like this, for 2005 and 2006 every third month i paid the light bill, and every month i borrowed 300$ in the form of a rental voucher which was my half of the rent, and in 2007 pinellascounty human services allowed me to borrow 550$ till november of this year, 2007, all of which will be deducted from my back pay, and the 2007 money allowed james to borrow a new suv at $300 a month....since he has not had to pay rent since january of this year, 2007.
james used to care for me like i was his little brother, when we were a "couple" from 1996 to 2000 we had good times and bad, but we always shared expenses and he always helped me out .....when my car broke down in fort lauderdale he drove all the way down there and paid for a new water pump, when i had a flat tire in punta gorda, he drove to fix the tire, when i cut my finger (almost off) this winter, he left lawanda and took me to the emergency room, when i injured my eye he took me to the emergency room, when i needed food plenty of food was there, turkeys would be baked, entire meals would be packaged for me to microwave due to me having problems cooking, but all that stopped six months ago when lawanda entered our lives here, and her influence and what ever words she is telling james to get rid of me and to change his feeling about me, she has convinced him, in spite of our 12 year friendship, that i am some kind of evil monster......i am at a loss at what she really wants, but or sure, she wants me out of the picture, she does not know i am gay, she does not have a clue james is "on the down low", but someday she will find out, and i sure dont want to be james curtis griffin, married to her, when she finds that out, as im not the only man james has dated, and there is one ex lover of james, douglas, who james treats just awful, that someday will tell lawanda, and i sure dont want to be anywhere around or even in james curtis griffin's life when that happens.
starting a few months ago he refused to take me to the emergency room when i had a kidney stone, (since jan of this year i have gone to the emergency room once a month in level 10 pain thinking it was a kidney stone when it turned out to be my lower back benign tumor called a hemangioma and the bulging disc, which are one in the same) .....he let me drive the suv, but the hospital has a policy if you drive to the emergency room they will not treat you, with pain medications, so several times that i had to drive to mease hospital, they would not treat me, so now when i get a kidney stone or the back pain is so severe i cant stand it, i have to stay in my room sufffering as my medications are not strong enuff for kidneystones and most of the time not strong enuff for my back pain, but doc jackson does not like to prescribe anything stronger then vicoden, which i have been taking for over four years, have built up a resistance, so i have to deal with it no matter what.....
i stayed with doc jackson because i needed the consistancy of his medical records to win my case, and the judge did accept doc jackson's physical limitations on my condition when assessing if i could do any of the jobs i have had in the last 15 years, so the rehabilitiation specialist said david alan hughes can not do any of the jobs he had in the last 15 years
and my lawyer says that means i won my case , that judicial move says the lawyer means the judge has to approve my case because the rehab person said no to all the jobs, in every case my lawyer has dealt with, when the rehab person says no to all jobs in the last 15 years, the claimaint wins the case.
so even with good news on august 15, james curtis griffin has become more and more a monster, demanding that i owe him 7000$ for all the times he paid for doc jackson and my pain medications, which pinellas county does not pay for, and during all those years james would often take me to see the doctor and to get my medications, he never complained once, so i think all of this is lawanda wanting my money....james used to say his mother said he (james curtis griffin) would be blessed for taking care of a sick person, della griffin is a wonderful person, until six months ago, when she told james "DAVID IS OF THE DEVIL".....another thing i think lawanda has done in destroying all those persons that loved me and helped me since i moved back here in march of 2002.
right now (while i am writing and returned after i walked back from the store because i only had 66 cents and a cup of coffee was 99 cents) ,he is telling me his aunt just died and wants to give me some change to get some coffee, so he does have a conscience, but at the same time he bitches at the food , now he is in the kitchen and is screaming at me about a spade i left in the kitchen that i brought in to wash cause i planted a plant today, he is now in the kitchen screaming, and im serious., literally screaming cause i used his things, a metal garden spade, without his permission
this is what i live with, and this is why i am going to move out of here as soon as my back pay comes, and this is why he will get paid what i owe him in small monthly installments, even if , as he has threatened, he takes me to judge judy...james and i wrote up a contract in 2002 that i would pay him back any monies he loaned me, and i will honor that, in fact when i got my workers compensation settlement i gave him outright $2000 for helping me up to that point.......so i will be a man of my word.
i wish i could understand all this, the best i can figure is james is number one: bisexual and never told me, a decietful (sp) thing when one enters a gay relationship, i would have never dated him or even befriended him if i had known that, he never had any intentions in a long term relationship back in 1996, and that was what i am all about, now i have no interest in any kind of relationships what so ever for my remaining years...
and number two, he has a mental condition (don't we all) , and in his case its jekyll and hyde, from one instance to another......
forgive the length of this letter, but for months he put all the guilt on me, james johnson, my best friend of 20 years from stetson who has hiv and works for a living , does not own a car but rides his bike to two jobs every day, and the hiv has yet to make him ill and he has had it for two years now, he calls everyday and knows james well, as james often answers the phone many many times in the past years and will tell james johnson i am sleeping and tells james im nuts, and for months i believed the medications where affecting my behavior, only to find out now james curtis griffin has been putting guilt trips on me and blaming me for anything,
when it is i who pay most of the rent for the past three years, and paid the light bill every three months, and the light bills are high here, we live in a three apartment complex and all three apartments average over 150$ in the light bill form progress energy this year, and it keeps getting higher, we just had freezon (sp? put in all three air conditioners and that did not help
i am not alloowed to touch the thermastate here in the apratment, he has a system where it records it i lower the temperature in the apartment, the past two weeks it has averaged 82 degrees here in the apartment, i use a fan, and stay in bed in front of the fan, and i take a lot of cold showers during the day and night
so welcome to my trying days, and welcome to the end of these trying days, the future for me will be bright in spite of my physical pain, and with God, family, and friends on my side, I will be and become the artist I want to be, and maybe even make some money at it, regardless, the days ahead shall be good days ....the waiting list on apartments and housing for title 8 are long and in some cases the county is no longer taking any applications, so it will take me some time to find good housing
i might just have to stay here for a year, but i really dont want to, my rent would be only $300 a month, but my half of the light bill would be around 80$, i can get assistance since i will be getting ssa and ssi, and james johnson, who has a friend with hiv and is disabled and has housiing, tells me the best years of my life are ahead of me, and he tells me i have accomplised a great deal in winning my case. He says the best years are ahead of me, and i trust his intuition and i trust his faith and hope.
i did not take the change from james tonight to get coffee, he blew that, im sorry his aunt has passed, but why tell me now, and why does that factor in his not letting me use the suv to get groceries, i will ask my landlords, people younger then me, eric, to run me to publix on saturday to get my groceries
well, i quess im going to have to write a novel after all, about what im not sure, but there must be lessons ive learned and will learn that can benefit others
love each of you, keep me and keep james curtis griffin in your prayers, my hope is he will someday see lawanda for what she is, that she has two failed marriages, and it was her mother who works with james that manipulated james over the past three years to start dating lawanda, but sex makes people blind when they are immature, and forgive me for saying this as im not prejudiced in any way, but african americans, at least lawanda, and james at this time, have morals i can not begin to understand or fathom, their goals are dependent on hatred of whites, as lawanda made it clear to me on the july 4, 2007 when they were here for a party, and her two kids and another child, that i am, in her very words:" crazy and a white mother fucker who has no knowledge of blacks".....when i have been a family and childrens's counselor since 1993 and ALL my clients and their families were african americans, i understand that culture more then most "white" persons, and as i get older, i see why crime, hatred, self centered ness, and outright cruelty are part of their every day lives, in spite of their religions.
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tonight i asked james griffin for 50 cents to buy a cup of coffee, first he informed me i could no longer use the suv he bought, a new vehicle he pays $300 per month that he could not have afforded if it were not for me paying the 600$ rent for this entire year, monies that will be deducted from my ssa/ssi back pay, and my food stamps kick in on saturday, i get $155 every month and it barely lasts a month, he informs me just now he and lawanda and the kids are leaving early saturday morning (he says 5am, too early to take me to the store) , and he will not take me to publix to get groceries, and he will not be back till tuesday, he also tells me he will not drive me to dr jacksons this week, on thursday, to get my medical records that are due to renew my food stamps on september 4 for another six months,
so friends and family, assuming i won my case, and my lawyer recently tells me i did indeed win my case, i just have to wait on the letter in two or more months to make it official and to find out my monthly amount to live on and my back pay, and the amount they will deduct from my back pay, the lawyers fee, the workers compensation settlement i got in oct of 2002 is to be deducted, and the 36 months of rental vouchers from pinellas county i have borrowed.
so friends and family, as soon as that back pay check arrives, i will walk to wmu bank, deposit it, and find a place to live, and i will move out without james
knowing this, and today he just forfittied (sp?) the monies i was going to give him for paying for doc jackson and my pain medications, i now will give him a monthly amount of 80$, which will be sent to him on a month to month basis, rather then giving him a small lump sum and a monthly amount
he was remarkably cruel tonight, all i wanted was one cup of coffee so i could stay up and do my paperwork for foodstamps, as my pain medications make me tired and i can not sit up in a chair for longer then 20 minutes due to the bulged and herniated disc in my lumbar region,
what i will do now is do the paperwork over the internet and have doc jackson fax me the medical records and i will fax those four pages to the dept of children and families, and i will call my case manager with dcf to let her know the medical records will be faxed to them, which will delay my food stamps and i will have no food stamps for the month of october since i will not be able to met the deadline of 9/4....ive lived on peanut butter and jelly before, as i did in fort lauderdale, almost for years at a time.....no big deal at all!
lawanda, james new 'soul mate', who claims to be a christian, is the devil incarnate and is behind all this, james griffin has been the kindest soul i have ever known and i am just shocked and depressed that he has chosen to treat me like this, for 2005 and 2006 every third month i paid the light bill, and every month i borrowed 300$ in the form of a rental voucher which was my half of the rent, and in 2007 pinellascounty human services allowed me to borrow 550$ till november of this year, 2007, all of which will be deducted from my back pay, and the 2007 money allowed james to borrow a new suv at $300 a month....since he has not had to pay rent since january of this year, 2007.
james used to care for me like i was his little brother, when we were a "couple" from 1996 to 2000 we had good times and bad, but we always shared expenses and he always helped me out .....when my car broke down in fort lauderdale he drove all the way down there and paid for a new water pump, when i had a flat tire in punta gorda, he drove to fix the tire, when i cut my finger (almost off) this winter, he left lawanda and took me to the emergency room, when i injured my eye he took me to the emergency room, when i needed food plenty of food was there, turkeys would be baked, entire meals would be packaged for me to microwave due to me having problems cooking, but all that stopped six months ago when lawanda entered our lives here, and her influence and what ever words she is telling james to get rid of me and to change his feeling about me, she has convinced him, in spite of our 12 year friendship, that i am some kind of evil monster......i am at a loss at what she really wants, but or sure, she wants me out of the picture, she does not know i am gay, she does not have a clue james is "on the down low", but someday she will find out, and i sure dont want to be james curtis griffin, married to her, when she finds that out, as im not the only man james has dated, and there is one ex lover of james, douglas, who james treats just awful, that someday will tell lawanda, and i sure dont want to be anywhere around or even in james curtis griffin's life when that happens.
starting a few months ago he refused to take me to the emergency room when i had a kidney stone, (since jan of this year i have gone to the emergency room once a month in level 10 pain thinking it was a kidney stone when it turned out to be my lower back benign tumor called a hemangioma and the bulging disc, which are one in the same) .....he let me drive the suv, but the hospital has a policy if you drive to the emergency room they will not treat you, with pain medications, so several times that i had to drive to mease hospital, they would not treat me, so now when i get a kidney stone or the back pain is so severe i cant stand it, i have to stay in my room sufffering as my medications are not strong enuff for kidneystones and most of the time not strong enuff for my back pain, but doc jackson does not like to prescribe anything stronger then vicoden, which i have been taking for over four years, have built up a resistance, so i have to deal with it no matter what.....
i stayed with doc jackson because i needed the consistancy of his medical records to win my case, and the judge did accept doc jackson's physical limitations on my condition when assessing if i could do any of the jobs i have had in the last 15 years, so the rehabilitiation specialist said david alan hughes can not do any of the jobs he had in the last 15 years
and my lawyer says that means i won my case , that judicial move says the lawyer means the judge has to approve my case because the rehab person said no to all the jobs, in every case my lawyer has dealt with, when the rehab person says no to all jobs in the last 15 years, the claimaint wins the case.
so even with good news on august 15, james curtis griffin has become more and more a monster, demanding that i owe him 7000$ for all the times he paid for doc jackson and my pain medications, which pinellas county does not pay for, and during all those years james would often take me to see the doctor and to get my medications, he never complained once, so i think all of this is lawanda wanting my money....james used to say his mother said he (james curtis griffin) would be blessed for taking care of a sick person, della griffin is a wonderful person, until six months ago, when she told james "DAVID IS OF THE DEVIL".....another thing i think lawanda has done in destroying all those persons that loved me and helped me since i moved back here in march of 2002.
right now (while i am writing and returned after i walked back from the store because i only had 66 cents and a cup of coffee was 99 cents) ,he is telling me his aunt just died and wants to give me some change to get some coffee, so he does have a conscience, but at the same time he bitches at the food , now he is in the kitchen and is screaming at me about a spade i left in the kitchen that i brought in to wash cause i planted a plant today, he is now in the kitchen screaming, and im serious., literally screaming cause i used his things, a metal garden spade, without his permission
this is what i live with, and this is why i am going to move out of here as soon as my back pay comes, and this is why he will get paid what i owe him in small monthly installments, even if , as he has threatened, he takes me to judge judy...james and i wrote up a contract in 2002 that i would pay him back any monies he loaned me, and i will honor that, in fact when i got my workers compensation settlement i gave him outright $2000 for helping me up to that point.......so i will be a man of my word.
i wish i could understand all this, the best i can figure is james is number one: bisexual and never told me, a decietful (sp) thing when one enters a gay relationship, i would have never dated him or even befriended him if i had known that, he never had any intentions in a long term relationship back in 1996, and that was what i am all about, now i have no interest in any kind of relationships what so ever for my remaining years...
and number two, he has a mental condition (don't we all) , and in his case its jekyll and hyde, from one instance to another......
forgive the length of this letter, but for months he put all the guilt on me, james johnson, my best friend of 20 years from stetson who has hiv and works for a living , does not own a car but rides his bike to two jobs every day, and the hiv has yet to make him ill and he has had it for two years now, he calls everyday and knows james well, as james often answers the phone many many times in the past years and will tell james johnson i am sleeping and tells james im nuts, and for months i believed the medications where affecting my behavior, only to find out now james curtis griffin has been putting guilt trips on me and blaming me for anything,
when it is i who pay most of the rent for the past three years, and paid the light bill every three months, and the light bills are high here, we live in a three apartment complex and all three apartments average over 150$ in the light bill form progress energy this year, and it keeps getting higher, we just had freezon (sp? put in all three air conditioners and that did not help
i am not alloowed to touch the thermastate here in the apratment, he has a system where it records it i lower the temperature in the apartment, the past two weeks it has averaged 82 degrees here in the apartment, i use a fan, and stay in bed in front of the fan, and i take a lot of cold showers during the day and night
so welcome to my trying days, and welcome to the end of these trying days, the future for me will be bright in spite of my physical pain, and with God, family, and friends on my side, I will be and become the artist I want to be, and maybe even make some money at it, regardless, the days ahead shall be good days ....the waiting list on apartments and housing for title 8 are long and in some cases the county is no longer taking any applications, so it will take me some time to find good housing
i might just have to stay here for a year, but i really dont want to, my rent would be only $300 a month, but my half of the light bill would be around 80$, i can get assistance since i will be getting ssa and ssi, and james johnson, who has a friend with hiv and is disabled and has housiing, tells me the best years of my life are ahead of me, and he tells me i have accomplised a great deal in winning my case. He says the best years are ahead of me, and i trust his intuition and i trust his faith and hope.
i did not take the change from james tonight to get coffee, he blew that, im sorry his aunt has passed, but why tell me now, and why does that factor in his not letting me use the suv to get groceries, i will ask my landlords, people younger then me, eric, to run me to publix on saturday to get my groceries
well, i quess im going to have to write a novel after all, about what im not sure, but there must be lessons ive learned and will learn that can benefit others
love each of you, keep me and keep james curtis griffin in your prayers, my hope is he will someday see lawanda for what she is, that she has two failed marriages, and it was her mother who works with james that manipulated james over the past three years to start dating lawanda, but sex makes people blind when they are immature, and forgive me for saying this as im not prejudiced in any way, but african americans, at least lawanda, and james at this time, have morals i can not begin to understand or fathom, their goals are dependent on hatred of whites, as lawanda made it clear to me on the july 4, 2007 when they were here for a party, and her two kids and another child, that i am, in her very words:" crazy and a white mother fucker who has no knowledge of blacks".....when i have been a family and childrens's counselor since 1993 and ALL my clients and their families were african americans, i understand that culture more then most "white" persons, and as i get older, i see why crime, hatred, self centered ness, and outright cruelty are part of their every day lives, in spite of their religions.
david alan hughes
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I’m going to be sending you a list of Assisted Living Facilities that take Medicaid in the snail mail so you have options if James kicks you out.
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thanks, ive been doing research all day for housing, most of the title 8 voucher waiting lists have been canceled, i found housing in dunedin but i have to be 55, but i m doing my homework, but the waiting list on any kind of housing is years long, and gw bush has put the hold on so much housing thanks to his damn war, i will survive, james cant afford to live along rightnow, im still paying the rent till january, and one light bill next month, and if he ever wants to be paid back byme for the amount i do owe him for dr jackson, he is just going to have to be nice to me, james was a doll and a real good friend until lawanda came along, she is doing her best to brainwash him, she just doest know it, but i know james better, and as much as her sex attracts him, her two 11 year old and 14 year old are going to keep him from marrying her, deep down james is a really good person, he has awful moods and lawanda is taking advantage of this, but dont worry sweetheart, no one is throwing me out anywhere, i do get back pay from social security , and if james is not a good boy, i will up and leave here and not give him one read cent, right now i want to rent a trailor near st pete where i can do my ceramics, but i welcome your research because i want to be ready for anything, james wont be the one to throw me out, it will be Lawanda via James, and i can prevent that, ive known james since 1996 and i know him very very well, but if Lawanda does win, i will manage and be just fine, love you so much for caring
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thanks, ive been doing research all day for housing, most of the title 8 voucher waiting lists have been canceled, i found housing in dunedin but i have to be 55, but i m doing my homework, but the waiting list on any kind of housing is years long, and gw bush has put the hold on so much housing thanks to his damn war, i will survive, james cant afford to live along rightnow, im still paying the rent till january, and one light bill next month, and if he ever wants to be paid back byme for the amount i do owe him for dr jackson, he is just going to have to be nice to me, james was a doll and a real good friend until lawanda came along, she is doing her best to brainwash him, she just doest know it, but i know james better, and as much as her sex attracts him, her two 11 year old and 14 year old are going to keep him from marrying her, deep down james is a really good person, he has awful moods and lawanda is taking advantage of this, but dont worry sweetheart, no one is throwing me out anywhere, i do get back pay from social security , and if james is not a good boy, i will up and leave here and not give him one read cent, right now i want to rent a trailor near st pete where i can do my ceramics, but i welcome your research because i want to be ready for anything, james wont be the one to throw me out, it will be Lawanda via James, and i can prevent that, ive known james since 1996 and i know him very very well, but if Lawanda does win, i will manage and be just fine, love you so much for caring
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Forwardhi teri, can you spare any pain medications this week, im running low but can reciprocate end of september i see the primary care doc on sept 18, i sent you all my flex last time but she should refill them and i can send a bunch more then last time cause i gave some of them to a friend of james's, but i should be able to send you 60 to 90 of them i had hoped to move out if the disability hearing worked out but looks like im gonna be stuck here for another year until he marries lawanda, that way i can save up money, all the housing here have two to three year waiting lists, even rent vouchers waiting lists are on hold thanks to george w bush and his war, iraq is eating up any funding for disability housing, medical care for children, and on and on.... i am under awful stress, james screams at me daily, lawanda is spending the weekends here, she sneaks in at 4:30am and stays till 8 pm sunday nights, i try to stay in my room to avoid confrontations, i needed a drink sunday around 7pm and came out and got some koolaide to take what few medications i had left, lawanda said hello and "isnt it about time you got up"...i just went to my room cause i was in so much pain, forgot to even say hello when she left james jumped down my throat calling me the ruddiest person in the world for not having said hello to lawanda, even though a few days later i found out she was not offended at all, but by then i had called and apologized on her voice mail and i even e mailed her a letter apologizing.... of course none of it helped, ive got a horrible case of insomnia and taking extra meds to sleep but i can hear them thru my wall as we share a wall in our bedrooms, and they are not showing me any respect at all, so all night and all day i have to listen to , well, you can imagine........ she is doing her best to get me to move out of here as soon as possbile, and i just can not afford it, james is up in arms and wants 7000$ from me claiming that is how much i owe him for paying for doctor and pain medicatons, he forgets for 2005 and 2006 pinellas county paid for my medications from doc jackson, and then in 2007 i started getting my meds from a veternary pharmacy at a considerable discount and for 12 months of 2007 i paid the rent here at 600$ per month, so he owes me, not the other way around so if i WIN my hearing, uncle rod is going to be my accountant and work out how much i owe james, including the $2000 i gave james from my workers compenstion, so a lot of what james thinks he is getting is going to be deducted as i paid his rent for a year, gave him a 2000$ gift that covered expenses from march 2002 to feb 2003, and james is in for the shock of his life when he gets only part of what he wants, and rod thinks the legal thing to do is to give him a small lump sum to pay for doc jackson and then pay james $100 a month out of my social security and my ssi monthly amount.....till he is paid up, even if it takes five years!!! and rod and dana both feel that if things get really bad here, i will leave on a weekend , like on a saturday while james is working overtime, (or at church with lawanda some sunday) move out all my stuff, and not let him know how much money in back pay i got, which bank it is in, where i have moved to, and basically vanish and only leave james with a po box number where i can mail him the $100 i will pay him for helping me these past five years all of this was going to be very very different until lawanda came into the picture, james and i were going to buy a duplex together combining our incomes and he would still help me get to and from the grocery store, that has been out plan in the works since i moved in here, he was more then happy to help me but when lawanda moved in basically, and her two kids, it all changed, he wants to marry her and once he asks her he says from that date, a year, they will get married and he asked me if i want to come and sit with his mother or with his old girlfriend stacey (whom i just love)....i told him i would be happy to be in the wedding because i do not want him to getmad at me, cause i have seen his bad side, and i have to be careful about ll this or i will end up on the street, with all the keys to the house changed, and hmeless and worse, dead. mom is totally aware of what is going on, so is dana, so we are all prepared for the worse, but i want to either move out suddently or move out in good terms even though he will not get the huge amount of money he thinks he is getting, james was never in tthis out of love for me, once he did love me, but then the bisexual part took over, and a women james works with at lockheed martin, ms hicks, has been working for three years to introduce james to her daughter, LAWANDA, and manipulate james into marrying her. I AM GOING TO BE OKAY AND SURVIVE THIS, I AM PREPARING FOR THE WORSE, TO VANISH SOME WEEKEND, RENT A TRAILOR, AND WHEN I TURN 55 I CAN GET HOUSING HERE FOR $425 A MONTH FOR A SINGLE APARTMENT , BUY A MOPED, AND START UP MY CERAMICS AT THE ST PETE CLAY COMPANY, AND MAKE SOME MONEY WHILE I PAY OFF JAMES AND IN A FEW YEARS HAVE HIM OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER, NEVER THE LESS, HE WILL NEVER KNOW I MOVE TO. THIS ISTHE LINK TO THE ST PETE CLAY COMPANY, FOR A MEMBERSHIP OF 85$ A MONTH I CAN START A NEW LIFE AND A NEW CAREER, AND IF THINGS GET RUFF, I CAN ALWAYS HAVE A RESTRAINING ORDER PUT OUT ON JAMES GRIFFIN SO HE CAN NOT COME NEAR ME...and i just got another year transportation with pinellas county to and from my doc jackson at 3$bucks each way so in ending, can you spare some vicoden which i will reciprocate aap DAVID ALAN HUGHES 3044 PARK LANE UNIT A DUNEDIN, FLORIDA 34698 LOVEYOU, and as things improve i will come visit you in chicago, i promise as i start making money. and in a few years i will be happy and successful at my art,in spite of chronic pain, itwill be like the book 'GREAT EXPECTATIONS" dave |
Stargazers who missed the last lunar eclipse have another chance this week, especially in the Americas. Above: the moon over London during a total lunar eclipse March 3, 2007. (AP)Total Lunar Eclipse Coming Early Tuesday, Earth's Shadow Will Hide Moon Tuesday Beginning At 4:51 a.m. EDT - CBS News
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Lunar eclipse, seen from London, March 3, 2007Stargazers who missed the last lunar eclipse have another chance this week, especially in the Americas. Above: the moon over London during a total lunar eclipse March 3, 2007. (AP)
AP) The Earth's shadow will creep across the moon's surface early Tuesday, slowly eclipsing it and turning it to shades of orange and red.
The total lunar eclipse, the second this year, will be visible in North and South America, especially in the West. People in the Pacific islands, eastern Asia, Australia and New Zealand also will be able to view it if skies are clear.
People in Europe, Africa or the Middle East, who had the best view of the last total lunar eclipse in March, will not see this one because the moon will have set when the partial eclipse begins at 4:51 a.m. EDT (0851 GMT). The full eclipse will begin an hour later at 5:52 a.m. EDT (0952 GMT).
An eclipse occurs when Earth passes between the sun and the moon, blocking the sun's light. It is rare because the moon is usually either above or below the plane of Earth's orbit.
Since the Earth is bigger than the moon, the process of the Earth's shadow taking a bigger and bigger "bite" out of the moon, totally eclipsing it before the shadow recedes, lasts about 3 1/2 hours, said Doug Duncan, director of the University of Colorado's Fiske Planetarium. The total eclipse phase, in which the moon has an orange or reddish glow, lasts about 1 1/2 hours.
The full eclipse will be visible across the United States, but East Coast viewers will only have about a half-hour to see it before the sun begins to rise and the moon sets. Skywatchers in the West will get the full show.
In eastern Asia, the moon will rise in various stages of eclipse.
During the full eclipse, the moon will not be completely dark because some light still reaches it around the edges of the Earth. The light is refracted as it passes through our atmosphere, scattering blue light - which is why the sky is blue - but sending reddish light onto the moon.
"When someone asks why is it (the moon) red, you can say because the sky is blue," Duncan said.
The next total lunar eclipse occurs Feb. 21, 2008, and will be visible from the Americas, Europe and Asia.
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5:15am tuesday morning, why on earth are these the times when pain is at a minimum (hint: accumulation of the days medications)
hello dana, rod, carol, teri, and and james johnson (my best friend from stetson)
i have pulled myself up from my britches, (thanks for the inspirational letter carol), its time to get over the depression and start doing something, in spite of my current living situation, which will change in the near future (and i can deal with madmen, mad persons, ive been doing it all my life)
tonight i started dissolving some 50 pounds of porcelain i ordered over five years ago from chicago, its quite hard but with water i can liquefy it again and then wedge it to where i can work with it,
i am going to make another cross, like carols and moms, {both of yours are still in the works}, i can fire them this winter at the st pete clay company for only 85 dollars a month for studio time (lets me work 10 to 5pm with discounts in firing kilns, etc, check out the membership section in the link) during the day,
i am going to buy a moped so i can get around and not be dependent on any one; a faster one this time, helmet included and using back streets, {i worked in st pete with EMPACT when i was an HIV case manager so i know the area very well}
and that is going to be my soul purpose in life is to fulfill a dream of finishing what i started at stetson with my ceramics, i can exhibit at the st pete clay company gallery, and eventually set up a web site showing the crosses and other religious artifacts ...my landlord saw the crosses and he was very impressed and he is jewish.
i am including a link to their site, http://www.stpeteclay.com/
i can sculpt at home when i feel well and then when i have to lay down, i will lay down, take a nap, get back up, take medications, use ice on my back in order to keep working, and take a short walk, and work night and day here, and when the works are ready....
i can have them transported down to st pete to fire, to bisque, and then to glaze, and finally apply the gold lusters on to each cross, i have sculpted moms and carols, but they need to be finished and perhaps by Christmas or at the latest next summer, they will be ready for gifts, its a long process firing a peice and glazing it, and it they blow up or crack, then i can repair them, but i plan to make lots of duplicates of the two crosses i have already made in honor of mom and carol......
i want to copy them as they are the originals and i want to expand on them, i am also going to make a series of cookie jars from alice in wonderland, antique cars, and sports memorabilia
the business name is zeushaleceramics, i already had pens made a month ago in the hopes all would work out...
i will be getting a business license and working out of the st pete clay company as that is much cheaper then buying my own kiln, so it wont matter where i live, in a little tiny mobile home in st pete florida, i will still be able to be productive and invest my time in something other then this preoccupation with chronic pain and depression, even though im going to learn to live with that anyhow, as my blessed aunt, uncle, and mother, and friend teri do, and dana, we all have to learn to live with some pain and suffering in our lives, it is what makes us human and prepares us for the afterlife....and even thou pain is a bitch, im not going to let it destroy me no matter what.
in the light
dave hale hughe
hello dana, rod, carol, teri, and and james johnson (my best friend from stetson)
i have pulled myself up from my britches, (thanks for the inspirational letter carol), its time to get over the depression and start doing something, in spite of my current living situation, which will change in the near future (and i can deal with madmen, mad persons, ive been doing it all my life)
tonight i started dissolving some 50 pounds of porcelain i ordered over five years ago from chicago, its quite hard but with water i can liquefy it again and then wedge it to where i can work with it,
i am going to make another cross, like carols and moms, {both of yours are still in the works}, i can fire them this winter at the st pete clay company for only 85 dollars a month for studio time (lets me work 10 to 5pm with discounts in firing kilns, etc, check out the membership section in the link) during the day,
i am going to buy a moped so i can get around and not be dependent on any one; a faster one this time, helmet included and using back streets, {i worked in st pete with EMPACT when i was an HIV case manager so i know the area very well}
and that is going to be my soul purpose in life is to fulfill a dream of finishing what i started at stetson with my ceramics, i can exhibit at the st pete clay company gallery, and eventually set up a web site showing the crosses and other religious artifacts ...my landlord saw the crosses and he was very impressed and he is jewish.
i am including a link to their site,
i can sculpt at home when i feel well and then when i have to lay down, i will lay down, take a nap, get back up, take medications, use ice on my back in order to keep working, and take a short walk, and work night and day here, and when the works are ready....
i can have them transported down to st pete to fire, to bisque, and then to glaze, and finally apply the gold lusters on to each cross, i have sculpted moms and carols, but they need to be finished and perhaps by Christmas or at the latest next summer, they will be ready for gifts, its a long process firing a peice and glazing it, and it they blow up or crack, then i can repair them, but i plan to make lots of duplicates of the two crosses i have already made in honor of mom and carol......
i want to copy them as they are the originals and i want to expand on them, i am also going to make a series of cookie jars from alice in wonderland, antique cars, and sports memorabilia
the business name is zeushaleceramics, i already had pens made a month ago in the hopes all would work out...
i will be getting a business license and working out of the st pete clay company as that is much cheaper then buying my own kiln, so it wont matter where i live, in a little tiny mobile home in st pete florida, i will still be able to be productive and invest my time in something other then this preoccupation with chronic pain and depression, even though im going to learn to live with that anyhow, as my blessed aunt, uncle, and mother, and friend teri do, and dana, we all have to learn to live with some pain and suffering in our lives, it is what makes us human and prepares us for the afterlife....and even thou pain is a bitch, im not going to let it destroy me no matter what.
in the light
dave hale hughe
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THE MOON IS IN AQUARIUS TONIGHT AND TONIGHT I BEGAN THE PROCESS OF
DISSOLVING PORCELAIN I BOUGHT THREE YEARS AGO
TO BEGAN SCULPTING
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AT 3:44AM I WATERED THE LAWN HERE NAKED
AND I PICKED YELLOW FLOWERS FOR MY ROOM IN THE DARKNESS OF A NEIGHBOR'S
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THE MOON IS IN AQUARIUS TONIGHT AND TONIGHT I BEGAN THE PROCESS OF
DISSOLVING PORCELAIN I BOUGHT THREE YEARS AGO
TO BEGAN SCULPTING
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AT 3:44AM I WATERED THE LAWN HERE NAKED
AND I PICKED YELLOW FLOWERS FOR MY ROOM IN THE DARKNESS OF A NEIGHBOR'S
BACK YARD
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FOR OUR PURPOSE
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I LOVE YOU
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iGoogle: "The Aquarius Moon presents you with an opportunity to grab the spotlight, even if you don't want a great deal of attention right now. You may be so sensitive today that you feel uncomfortable. If anyone encroaches on your space, you are likely to react rather strongly unless you pay attention to your own needs before nurturing others. By Rick Levine Sunday, August 26, 2007"
iGoogle: "The Aquarius Moon presents you with an opportunity to grab the spotlight, even if you don't want a great deal of attention right now. You may be so sensitive today that you feel uncomfortable. If anyone encroaches on your space, you are likely to react rather strongly unless you pay attention to your own needs before nurturing others."
Evidence for unified theory may lie in black holes - space - 26 August 2007 - New Scientist Space
Evidence for unified theory may lie in black holes - space - 26 August 2007 - New Scientist Space
Evidence for unified theory may lie in black holes
- 26 August 2007
- Zeeya Merali
- Magazine issue
FINDING evidence to back up a theory of everything was always going to be difficult. Now two particle physicists say they may have tracked some down - lurking inside black holes.
The pair's calculations have revealed that black holes might be harbouring enigmatic hypothetical entities called magnetic monopoles. If they are, not only would physicists have stumbled upon a key ingredient for a theory of everything, but it may explain why some black holes rotate.
Physicist Paul Dirac first proposed magnetic monopoles in 1931. Unlike magnetic poles, which come in north and south pairs, monopoles carry just a single magnetic "charge". Dirac proposed that monopoles are necessary to explain why electrons carry just a single electric charge.
Today, they feature in almost all "grand unified theories" (GUTs) - theories that attempt to link the strong nuclear and electroweak forces, a necessary first step ...
The complete article is 785 words long.
Evidence for unified theory may lie in black holes - space - 26 August 2007 - New Scientist Space
Evidence for unified theory may lie in black holes - space - 26 August 2007 - New Scientist Space
Evidence for unified theory may lie in black holes
- 26 August 2007
- Zeeya Merali
- Magazine issue
FINDING evidence to back up a theory of everything was always going to be difficult. Now two particle physicists say they may have tracked some down - lurking inside black holes.
The pair's calculations have revealed that black holes might be harbouring enigmatic hypothetical entities called magnetic monopoles. If they are, not only would physicists have stumbled upon a key ingredient for a theory of everything, but it may explain why some black holes rotate.
Physicist Paul Dirac first proposed magnetic monopoles in 1931. Unlike magnetic poles, which come in north and south pairs, monopoles carry just a single magnetic "charge". Dirac proposed that monopoles are necessary to explain why electrons carry just a single electric charge.
Today, they feature in almost all "grand unified theories" (GUTs) - theories that attempt to link the strong nuclear and electroweak forces, a necessary first step ...
The complete article is 785 words long.
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hi teri, call me, just let me know so james wont be waken up, ive lostmy crystal, (or someone stole it, (( lawanda was here from 4:30 to 8:30 the other day....}} or in the crystal world, it has left me since it had finished it job with me, but be cautious when you call and you do get james, ALL he wants is my back pay, and as nice as he might seem, its all so i will give him a lump sum of my back pay, which i am not going to do, the last week since the hearing, which he thinks i won, he has been calculating how much he will get and how i can get a car, and a house, and all sorts of crop, when in reality LAWANDA, THE BLACK AMAZON FROM NIGERIA, HIS GIRLFRIEND, is doing her voodoo to suck me dry, little to these two individuals know the type of WITCH, they are dealing with would you believe he claims i owe him over 7000$, i now he was kind enuff to pay for my pain management but i have paid rent for three years, all of it for one year, and i have paid the light bill every 3 months for 3 years, and the light bill was always over $159, when my workers comp check come in feb of 2003 i was stupidenuff to give him a GIFT of $2000, a mistake i shall not make again consider i see his true colors yes he does do things for me, but its so i dont complain and he thinks i will give him over half of my back pay, a fewweeks ago he insisted i make an appt for him to drive me to publix for groceries, and i refused, and walked all the way, over five miles, i looked like jesus afterwards with blood , literally, on my feet and hand, this was one of LAWANDS'S, THE BLACK BITCH AMAZON FROM CLEARWAER, who brainwashes jameswith all these wonderrful new ideasto get me to move out so she can move it well she might win, but not for another year, i found houseing but i hve to be55 years old, and allthe other houseing have years long waiting lists down here, and even the rental voucher medicare waiting list ison holdand not accepting any new clients so im a stuck here, unless i find a cheap m otelroom, or a chep chep trailor to livein for three years, save up my money , andmove to st petersburg near the stpete clay company soi can do my artwrk and finally become the man i want t me, in spite of chronic pain i have spent since 2002 cleaninghouse, washing dishes and clothes, even wheni hurt so bad i couldnotlife or bend over,i often had to ask josh to help me, but he has gone off the deep drug end, just like his fater perry, and just like james was before i met him, did you know he was only dating women when i met him,i was a flig and he thoughti had money, so he latched onto me,and to thistday be bad mouths mebehind my back to everyone he can neither james griffen nor this in human lawanda person know the person they are dealingwith, when imoved in here james had no job and no food, i went on monster .com and by my self found him a job,he got it, andnow with me paying rent this year, he is able to buy a new suv at $300 a month, what would have been his half of the rent here, but i did it,i did it out of my heart fesbut my heart is rattled,not broken now, and the likesof these two lowlifes underclasss black mother fuckersl, will not get the best of me, for i am david alan hughes |
o put the last letter in context,
james curtis says i do not open the macaroni and cheese box right, i do not open the tooth paste tubes right, i never open any of the cereal boxes right, i do not wash the dishes
right, i wash them in the left basin and not the right basin, i never fold the towels right, i never clean the house to his standards, i work by butt off (and mind you always in severe pain) trying to make this place lookgood, and all he can find is faults,
in the last year hehas only thanked me once for paying the ENTIRE RENT HERE of 600 bucks out of my pineallas disability funds, and the other day when i told him i could not pay him in entirety the whole amount he has paid for dr jackson and my meds since 2003,
he abruptly informed me we had a contract and i owed him about 7 thousand dollars, so james never loved me, he kept me around her to get the rent paid, every three months i pay the light bill, which is always high,
so i am going deduct every rent cent of the rent i paid for his rent, which is 300 a month for this 12 months period for this year, he can take me to judge judy as he has threatened,
but the thing that gets me the most is the little things, i cleaned up the restroom before his lawanda came over, i was told i was rude sunday when i came out of my room after hiding in my room from 4:30am till 8:30pm, to avoid any confrontation with either of them,and when i did come out for kool aid to take my meds, she said hello and i did not say hello back, i was in too much pain,
and after she left i got a two hour lecture of how i was the RUDEST person in the world, and he went on and on, and i found out the next day she had not been offended at all, she had not even noticed it, that was after i called her to apologize and write he an e mail apologizing for my rude behavior and asked her for forgiveness
this is so passive aggressive it makes me mad, mad out of my mind, mad like living with my passive aggressive father
well, i have suffered and its damaged me for years i believed all this crap that i was not doingthing right, as i loved him, but now love is just another way for people to destroy others
i will survive, and my friend with hiv james johnson, tellsme to just let it roll off my shoulders and he tells me in a few months i will be happy and be the old david he knew and loved, james johnson calls me every night, i have know him since stetson, over 20 years years , he knows james g riffin, and another thing i have learned for the gay lifestyle , never never fall in love with a bisexal male, black or while, its all trouble....they are ALL MENTAL UNSTABLE AND ILL
and to end this e mail, recently james griffin told me his mother, della griffin told him , that she thinks, 'DAVID IS OF THE DEVIL!" ....SO the apple sure didnt fall fromthe tree, these people have been kind and nice to me since 1996, and it was all a ruse to either get something from me (they think all while people have money, and/or , whatever they can get or take advantage of whity, and then hurt him as much as possible, perhaps its from all those years of slavery, but thats insane, today is the present, and christians, and yes, della and james claim to be christians, they are the most fucked up bunch of persons i have ever dealt with.......if i could only go back in time, and find a nice white gay guy who knows what love was (like me)
FUck THEM ALL
DAVE
james curtis says i do not open the macaroni and cheese box right, i do not open the tooth paste tubes right, i never open any of the cereal boxes right, i do not wash the dishes
right, i wash them in the left basin and not the right basin, i never fold the towels right, i never clean the house to his standards, i work by butt off (and mind you always in severe pain) trying to make this place lookgood, and all he can find is faults,
in the last year hehas only thanked me once for paying the ENTIRE RENT HERE of 600 bucks out of my pineallas disability funds, and the other day when i told him i could not pay him in entirety the whole amount he has paid for dr jackson and my meds since 2003,
he abruptly informed me we had a contract and i owed him about 7 thousand dollars, so james never loved me, he kept me around her to get the rent paid, every three months i pay the light bill, which is always high,
so i am going deduct every rent cent of the rent i paid for his rent, which is 300 a month for this 12 months period for this year, he can take me to judge judy as he has threatened,
but the thing that gets me the most is the little things, i cleaned up the restroom before his lawanda came over, i was told i was rude sunday when i came out of my room after hiding in my room from 4:30am till 8:30pm, to avoid any confrontation with either of them,and when i did come out for kool aid to take my meds, she said hello and i did not say hello back, i was in too much pain,
and after she left i got a two hour lecture of how i was the RUDEST person in the world, and he went on and on, and i found out the next day she had not been offended at all, she had not even noticed it, that was after i called her to apologize and write he an e mail apologizing for my rude behavior and asked her for forgiveness
this is so passive aggressive it makes me mad, mad out of my mind, mad like living with my passive aggressive father
well, i have suffered and its damaged me for years i believed all this crap that i was not doingthing right, as i loved him, but now love is just another way for people to destroy others
i will survive, and my friend with hiv james johnson, tellsme to just let it roll off my shoulders and he tells me in a few months i will be happy and be the old david he knew and loved, james johnson calls me every night, i have know him since stetson, over 20 years years , he knows james g riffin, and another thing i have learned for the gay lifestyle , never never fall in love with a bisexal male, black or while, its all trouble....they are ALL MENTAL UNSTABLE AND ILL
and to end this e mail, recently james griffin told me his mother, della griffin told him , that she thinks, 'DAVID IS OF THE DEVIL!" ....SO the apple sure didnt fall fromthe tree, these people have been kind and nice to me since 1996, and it was all a ruse to either get something from me (they think all while people have money, and/or , whatever they can get or take advantage of whity, and then hurt him as much as possible, perhaps its from all those years of slavery, but thats insane, today is the present, and christians, and yes, della and james claim to be christians, they are the most fucked up bunch of persons i have ever dealt with.......if i could only go back in time, and find a nice white gay guy who knows what love was (like me)
FUck THEM ALL
DAVE
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as paranoid as this sounds, lawanda is more then just asimpleminded female christian, she is an evil witch, and now that i know this, iwill protect myself andall those around me
in the end,my attitude is fuck her, let her have it, its endowed with me, and itwill only bring herall sorts of trouble
so in a few months i will shop for a new one, thisis the second crytstal to have been stolen from me, lotsof evil and troublemakers herein tampa
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he screamed at at the top of his lungs til he has to go to work
i figured that does it, when my back pay comes im moving out without telling him, to find a small trailer home new st pete and dr jackson, and i will not pay him one cent of the funds i owe him, he was so cruel this morning and i was so disarranged i dint know what day it was
he tore up my kitchen and has left me in tears, once i am out of here only you and my famly will know where i am living, im shaking, cold, and in tears, and the true james curtis griffin is some kind of monster, i know there is nothing wrong with me, im stable, thou depressed, but i know my mind
keep me in you energy prayers till the money comes in, and then i will move with little things i have with dana's help (and her truck) and find cheap housigng while i put myself on a waiting list for disability housing
i have tried so hard over and over again to repair this relationship and make him happy, but he has some kind of mental problems i cant not understand...and im tired ot b eing yelled at so early in the morning i cant get my bearing and figure out what he is talking bout when he does this to me, he is making every effort on his part to put me in the hospital looney bin, and he seems to say the right things at the right times, i have no way to speak back nor to i have any ammutition to fight this kind of madness on his part
two more months, and i have spent the last sex repaairing all i thought needed repairing between u, but i tell you my friend, james cu rtis hates, hates my cuts to the core, or he would never to this to me
where is the love, where is the compasiion, is i had a sick room mate, i would make sure all good things happen to him, instead he wants me homeless and damaged forever
why, why in gods name does this man hate me so, lawanda? does she fee him crap, i know she hates homosexuals as she is a fundatmentalist christian , as is his mother, he has no rational father in his life to helpme,, and he listens to lawanda' mother everyday on the phone, and the only way he can marry her is to get rid of me,
so as soo as my pain llesssens and i can athink, im making plans to mmmmove out ofhere as soon as that check comes he will not get one red senet of it, let him try to take me to judge judy, i am going t odissapear off the face of this earth while i find happiness
dave
dave
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Illustration of the effect of matter on the cosmic microwave background (CMB). On the right, the CMB is released shortly after the Big Bang, with tiny ripples in temperature due to fluctuations in the early universe. As the radiation traverses the universe, it experiences slight perturbations. In the direction of the giant newly-discovered void, the WMAP satellite (top left) sees a cold spot, while the VLA (bottom left) sees fewer radio-emitting galaxies. CREDIT: Bill Saxton, NRAO/AUI/NSF, NASA
SPACE.com -- Huge Hole Found in the Universe
SPACE.com -- Huge Hole Found in the Universe
 | Huge Hole Found in the Universe By Robert Roy Britt Senior Science Writer posted: 23 August 2007 05:21 pm ET |
The universe has a huge hole in it that dwarfs anything else of its kind. The discovery caught astronomers by surprise.
The hole is nearly a billion light-years across. It is not a black hole, which is a small sphere of densely packed matter. Rather, this one is mostly devoid of stars, gas and other normal matter, and it's also strangely empty of the mysterious "dark matter" that permeates the cosmos. Other space voids have been found before, but nothing on this scale.
Astronomers don't know why the hole is there.
"Not only has no one ever found a void this big, but we never even expected to find one this size," said researcher Lawrence Rudnick of the University of Minnesota.
Rudnick's colleague Liliya R. Williams also had not anticipated this finding.
"What we've found is not normal, based on either observational studies or on computer simulations of the large-scale evolution of the universe," said Williams, also of the University of Minnesota.
The finding will be detailed in the Astrophysical Journal.
The universe is populated with visible stars, gas and dust, but most of the matter in the universe is invisible. Scientists know something is there, because they can measure the gravitational effects of the so-called dark matter. Voids exist, but they are typically relatively small.
The gargantuan hole was found by examining observations made using the Very Large Array (VLA) radio telescope, funded by the National Science Foundation.
There is a "remarkable drop in the number of galaxies" in a region of sky in the constellation Eridanus, Rudnick said.
The region had been previously been dubbed the "WMAP Cold Spot," because it stood out in a map of the Cosmic Microwave Background (CMB) radiation made by NASA's Wilkinson Microwave Anisotopy Probe (WMAP) satellite. The CMB is an imprint of radiation left from the Big Bang, the theoretical beginning of the universe.
"Although our surprising results need independent confirmation, the slightly colder temperature of the CMB in this region appears to be caused by a huge hole devoid of nearly all matter roughly 6 to 10 billion light-years from Earth," Rudnick said.
Photons of the CMB gain a small amount of energy when they pass through normal regions of space with matter, the researchers explained. But when the CMB passes through a void, the photons lose energy, making the CMB from that part of the sky appear cooler.
Aquarius: Jan. 20 - Feb. 18 - Horoscope - MSNBC.com
Aquarius: Jan. 20 - Feb. 18 - Horoscope - MSNBC.com: "You might not realize it, but your words can move people to action -- especially right now, when the universe is giving you a unique combination of passion, intelligence and eloquence. You might not yet be comfortable with the power you have, but you should definitely try to get comfortable with it. It could help you persuade important people to come to your side of an argument, to give you a career opportunity, or to join in on a promising venture. People will listen to you and be affected."
Friday, August 24, 2007
Things are starting to get very complicated between you and a friend. It seems that someone they are interested in is actually more interested in you. The guilty feelings could start to creep up on you today -- don't try to fight them. Just make sure you're not doing anything to make things more confusing than they already are. Keep your allegiance where it needs to be -- and you know where that is. Friends are more valuable than crushes any day.
got a hold of james today via the phone, i imagine i will not seee him all weekend, find wth me,, i can plan fo the immedicate fjtjr
got a hold of james today via the phone, i imagine i will not seee him all weekend, find wth me,, i can plan fo the immedicate fjtjr
please call me, james went ballestic at 7am Inbox
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he screamed at at the top of his lungs til he has to go to work
i figured that does it, when my back pay comes im moving out without telling him, to find a small trailer home new st pete and dr jackson, and i will not pay him one cent of the funds i owe him, he was so cruel this morning and i was so disarranged i dint know what day it was
he tore up my kitchen and has left me in tears, once i am out of here only you and my famly will know where i am living, im shaking, cold, and in tears, and the true james curtis griffin is some kind of monster, i know there is nothing wrong with me, im stable, thou depressed, but i know my mind
keep me in you energy prayers till the money comes in, and then i will move with little things i have with dana's help (and her truck) and find cheap housigng while i put myself on a waiting list for disability housing
i have tried so hard over and over again to repair this relationship and make him happy, but he has some kind of mental problems i cant not understand...and im tired ot b eing yelled at so early in the morning i cant get my bearing and figure out what he is talking bout when he does this to me, he is making every effort on his part to put me in the hospital looney bin, and he seems to say the right things at the right times, i have no way to speak back nor to i have any ammutition to fight this kind of madness on his part
two more months, and i have spent the last sex repaairing all i thought needed repairing between u, but i tell you my friend, james cu rtis hates, hates my cuts to the core, or he would never to this to me
where is the love, where is the compasiion, is i had a sick room mate, i would make sure all good things happen to him, instead he wants me homeless and damaged forever
why, why in gods name does this man hate me so, lawanda? does she fee him crap, i know she hates homosexuals as she is a fundatmentalist christian , as is his mother, he has no rational father in his life to helpme,, and he listens to lawanda' mother everyday on the phone, and the only way he can marry her is to get rid of me,
so as soo as my pain llesssens and i can athink, im making plans to mmmmove out ofhere as soon as that check comes he will not get one red senet of it, let him try to take me to judge judy, i am going t odissapear off the face of this earth while i find happiness
dave
dave