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Horoscope Front Page: "Today's Date: May 20

Aquarius 1/20 - 2/18

Take your time, dear Aquarius. You can expect to see more clearly regarding certain aspects of the direction your life is taking, unfortunately other aspects are just as blurry as ever. You are in the process of major inner transformation, and it isn't always easy. You are going to have to tolerate feeling lost and unstable for a while. Ultimately, you will be all the more blessed for having lived through this difficult period.."

woke up second day in a row with a kidney stone at 4am, lots of vomiting in the kitchen, pain killers dont touch it, no point in going to the hospital unless its stuck, and i can tell its moving, this is my life, every day for three years now, pain in both knees due to severe osteoarthritis, same in entire spine and neck, panic attacks in the night that wake me up unable to breath, i take lots of meds, buts its all a nightmare, i have to wait a year and a half now to see the social security administrative judge, it takes that long, on average, the lawyer tells me it takes over 3 years to get a claim thru, sometimes longer, he had a girl once, go in front of the judge in a wheelchair, the judge wanted to see how bad she was, she died the following day

i wish i was dead, its going to be one of those days

for i am dave, the metallic ape